I am getting a lot of photographs that look as if I can no longer hold a camera steady. The blurring in the pictures goes this way and that, round and round, backwards and forwards and you would think I was doing cartwheels half the time.
Not so long ago I would have supposed I was no longer capable of taking a decent picture. There was a time when I would have chucked my camera in the bin and given up photography altogether. But these days I do not think there is a problem... not with me, and not with the camera.
I feel this because I see with my own eyes the breaking up and altering of reality in this way, and I have been watching it for years. I have even drawn it, and a sketch appears on this site. Last year I took a picture that truly astounded me, and I still can hardly believe the perfection and synchronicity within. That picture is also on this site... to be found under anomalies.
Given that this is a Truth - my Truth - I have been considering at great length what might be occurring. Dive with me into the quantum world for a moment... Could it be that the thoughts of the collective unconscious are no longer sustaining this reality as we have long believed it to be? By that I mean, have enough minds become aware of the true nature of existence - that we are not the insignificant victims of a cold and heartless universe after all - and that a tipping point has been reached, and so the powerful threads of thought that have kept all things in place, and us anchored to the ground, are starting to unravel? Or has it always been like this... The only difference being more and more people can now see it, and technology is catching up to bring confirmation for those who need it.
As I walk through the woods I see the kinks and dimples ebbing and flowing in the spaces between forms, and I see the waves and distortions that show me how all life is really a fluid mix... and the truth that all things flow seamlessly and endlessly one into another. Sometimes I feel as if I am floating too - no solid ground beneath my feet - I feel as if I expand like a mist in all ways, limitless without end, without boundaries. I feel as if I know.
How lucky we are! These days are long and warm and full of sunlight... We can choose to open our minds and our hearts, and as Einstein says, live life as if everything is a miracle, or we can choose to close down, be small and live as if nothing is.
I was lying on the ground the other day. All around me, the drifts of clover stood on tall stems, and beautiful bees buzzed in and out of the flowers. Something made me sit up. Next to me a bee was struggling. His wings were at an odd angle, and he was walking round and round in confusion. He crawled on to the sole of my shoe. I moved the shoe to some flowers and he crawled off, only to fall into the depths of the clover. I was so saddened. Why had this happened? Why had I witnessed it?
I meditated on it... and this came to me. Bee - Soul - Full. And so I will :-) Blessed Bee.