This year has been a real roller coaster for me - or perhaps it is better described as a merry-go-round - either way it has had me wondering about more things than I care to put to paper. Have I been going round and round in circles all this time, getting nowhere, or has it really been a progression, however confused and uncertain?
I think I know me a little better now, so I would imagine that is a good thing. I am more aware, more conscious, more in touch with this being that is me. I am more of a watcher than ever before. The silent observer of my madness! I am getting better at creating spaces too - those fragments of time between primitive reaction and considered response. Most of the time I am aware of my process... And now, at last, I am beginning to understand how I flow out from me - how my actions, words and deeds look to others. It's an interesting experience!