Among the tumbling thoughts is a regular visitor.
I've been considering what to do with the rest of my life.
Some may say that is a silly thought to have when there is so much stuff to do. Some, however, may think differently and say they often consider their life purpose too. Some may say it has never occurred to them in all their born days, while others may simply smile and call me a little crazy. But crazy or not, lonely or not, it matters very much to me how I spend my days.
No one, as far as I know, has really worked out what the hell is going on.
Holy men/women have a bit of a handle on it, but frankly if they had it nailed we would all be in no doubt, and the world would not be full of lunatics and madmen trying to kill each other and all life.
I can't work out why most people I know never even consider the bigger picture questions, and that mystifies me. Surely, even the most narrow minded person must, from time to time, wonder what on earth it's all about? Why am I here?
I watched a lovely youtube earlier, and the astrology guy said, no matter what, just keep your heart open.
Is that it?
Don't turn off the love.